gods big playground

over the weekend we stayed a bit busy. ms. s & i made some lovely tshirts for the well deserved boys in the family & i made some lovely coconut macaroons (a recipe passed on from the love ms. z whos so faraway but never forgotten). they came out pretty darn decent for a first try. the tshirts too turned out well. cant wait to see the boys expressions when they receive one each. :-)
no one will leave the house with them on for sure but its best to include here that the thought best count here a tun.
im feeling better but it seems as if the sniffles arent letting go. darn.
over the weekend someone i knew from afar passed away but i met her 2 times & she was sweet to my little girl im sure many times as ms. s used to hang out with mr. m at their little store in raleigh.
the thought of the situation of who & how she left this world haunted me. she got sick while she was pregnant, the little boy safely removed at 7 months, but her to pass away a few weeks after leaving her baby who will never know his real mum. it made me so sad, so so sad at this haunting situation. sure the boy will certainly find an almost mom in his life as his dad is so young but the feeling to never have felt your mothers touch is devastating. ahh this world & the things that take place here.
another few situations later all i have to say is that this world really is gods big playground. he does as he pleases for reasons we earthlings cant comprehend. hmmm to that.
you can have your head under the wet ground & all of a sudden have no choice but to pull out & take a jog. you think you have it good & discover that underneath that fresh pile of leaves there is a process of rotting taking place. nasty. or you have it bad & then you see others that have what is really called having it bad. hmmm again.